The "in your face" factor had led me to my greatness. Indeed, I saw the "I like her more.. I'm picking her over you.. Oh, I'm serious with her alright.. " happening which I had been expecting already. I wasn't so surprised when I found out. Few nights before that I thought to myself that something close to a relationship will never happen to us. I was right to anticipate these kinds of possibilities, I was right to anticipate the letting go on his part, and I was right to anticipate I did scare him away. But no biggie, wasn't that serious anyway. I conditioned myself already that I would be playing along with him and turned out he was just really playing. To top it all, there's nothing I can do but accept this fact, I would want to continue the game but its too late if the other one discontinued playing. No winner, no loser - DEFAULT! Game Over! The other player had started another game, more serious game.
I'm still thankful we ended up being friends, sort of. Quoting from my previous post, "I can go on by myself if I choose to" and if they can go on without me why shouldn't I? Still doing great, after all.
I'm still thankful we ended up being friends, sort of. Quoting from my previous post, "I can go on by myself if I choose to" and if they can go on without me why shouldn't I? Still doing great, after all.
I know I'm just really happy with what I've got. I will keep it that way.
The way you look at me
The way you touch me
The fire in your eyes
Makes me sweat makes me shiver inside
There's nothing I can do about it
'Cause nothing seems so true
When I'm beside you
And my dream
Of all thing just hold my hand
Naked, perfect, so beautiful
You turn me up and down
I was spinning round and round
You never get enough, baby you don't
You're a shining star
**********
2 comments:
Strange huh?! i mean when you start playing and it ends up with something you haven't seen it coming !!
strange also because you ends this for him and for his better, but stop playing change everything and suddenly he don't like you as you expected at least !!
strange because you didn't expect any true relationship between you, but when it doesn't happen (the relation), you feel surprised and broking .
i think they love the player, and may be they love the game more, as long as you are a player.
at all, we also do that , there is no they and us, we all do the same, we just sometimes forget the rules . we have to accept the life as a one package with all pain and happiness and live trying to deal with it.
errr..yeah
Post a Comment