Weak

Something went wrong, caused me to have my period again and killed my baby. The doctor said, we were too stressed and my baby was unconsciously exposed to harmful chemicals which most likely caused the "bleeding".

Since I found out about my baby I've been really careful with everything, with what I eat, drink and all. And for once I had control with what I do and what not, it wasn't easy. Kenneth and I are still in shock, pretty much bummed out - big time and probably don't know how to talk with each other pa.

for the rest, I shouldn't have announced it too early.

11 April 2008; Baby Garcia-Dapon bids goodbye.