woop dee doo

today is our 5th month together. ever since we started our relationship, we only spent "monthsary" together ONCE cause it was a weekend of May,and also my cousin's birthday party. since i am so used to celebrating on my own, this month, i think i overdid and overdoing it already.

monday - spent almost the whole day watching WEEDS.
tuesday - i went shopping, bought me some stuff. shoes, shirts, belt and little things for myself. crappy dinner alone.

wednesday - i had a pricey lunch (no point), i had a haircut, i bought cake and had my mom and sister eat it.

thursday - i am having a pricey dinner with mom, sister and mother's boyfriend tonight at intercon or makati shang, i think. (hah. i can't even call them family altogether)
friday - i still don't know what i'm gonna do but probably, in any way, i am going out. it might be a good day to get high though, whatever.
saturday - aside from chores, i am going to this 80's party and finally see my friends again :) then see my boyfriend. yehey :)

jeez, by far, this is the most depressing but therapeutic week of joo-lie. i am having too much alone time already, i'm okay about it. i'm sad cause i am still alone when i do spontaneous things. i'm furious cause my mom and sister thinks i am not happy with my boyfriend and our relationship cause i'm still not cheerful enough and still acts up. i am more than happy, its the arrangement i hate so much.